What I’d give
For one moment
Of silence.
Everyday,
Fragments,
Meaningless words,
Images, dreams.
Shhh…
They won’t shut up.
No one listens.
Neither do i.
Cold. Always.
It’s a long wait.
But I don’t care.
Can’t.
And everything
Hurts.
Nothing’s wrong,
We know that.
Why can’t you all
Just fuck off…
Do you want me
Begging?
I’m on my knees.
Stop.
Why? No, what for?
What’s the point? How come?
Screams, cries…
Blood, tears…
A waste.
Spinning.
Fast. Slow. Fast.
The remote doesn’t work.
Fuck.
It’s never
Ever
Ever
Ever
Going
To…