It’s senseless,
I’m breathless,
I just can’t do it all again.
I can’t stop
These arrows;
They’re screaming through my brain.
Wasting away,
Every single day,
Such pain is nothing you could know.
This madness,
This chaos,
They’re seeds that only I have sown.
I have no clue,
Teach me.
I cannot feel,
Show me.
I cannot forget…
Kill me,
For I don’t deserve to be.
Take it all away,
Rip my soul to pieces.
I’ll relive this day
Beyond eternity.
You wasted
Your hatred
On everything but me.
Now watch me
Destroy myself,
‘Coz now there’s nothing I can be.
Keep dreaming,
I’m screaming,
The nightmares will never fade.
Shut your ears
To my pained cries;
I’ll never fuck you up again.
